What Happen to My Posts

Its has been a while. I wanted to post but I have been too tired or not enough time. If you really know me, I put things off because I let perfectionism takes over. I want to post more but I let my "expectations" get in the way. For instance, my post have to be a certain length. I need to write and critique it like it is a paper being turned in for a grade. I feel my topic is not interesting enough. Depending on the day, it could be a combination of all of them. If my blog is like the ones I read, I know my words/thoughts make people think, laugh, remind them of someone they know. If nothing else, people get some insight into who I am.

As long as I am trying to create the "perfect" post, it will take hours even days for that to happen. I think I am just going to type whatever is on my mind and keep it moving. I don't have time nor the energy to go back and forth with rewriting and creating. I am not a writer! I am just trying this out as a way to get my thoughts out. The whole diary thing never took root with me, but I love the idea of going back to read what was on my mind during any particular time. So, I think the decision has been made to write and post. As my blog fam has told me, write as if nobody is reading. It is here for those who want to read. However, it is really not about what others think but a space for me to get my thoughts out.

So on that note, I plan to post later about somethings happening in the last few weeks. But now, mommy-taxi services are needed. Man-child has community service duties in less than 30 minutes.